bLuDaa

Trying

2012-01-29T16:06:00.003+08:00

Hi.

Here I am, trying to write again after of what I could define as months of trials and tribulations.

Last year was a very trying time for me and it caused me to sink down low into the state of hopelessness and despair. It was hard for me to wake up everyday and knowing that things would never be the same again. If only I could turn back time and fix everything.

During those times, I couldn't find the strength and courage to come here, to visit my own personal blog because it reminds me of all the dreams and plans that I had, before it got crushed into bits.

Until recently, I finally managed to pull myself together and come to terms with what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Let's hope for a better 2012.

Batang Aiskrim Boy

2011-07-01T19:21:00.005+08:00

In my Year 1 class, there is one mischievous Indian boy whose only life goal at the present is to come to school and play all day long, only to take few minutes break to pee and get back to his play afterwards.

He always moves around and never sit still. NEVER.

Yesterday, during my lesson, I caught him in a middle of popsicle sticks game with his friends. The kind of game where you slap your hands on the surface of anything flat (desk, floor) that caused the sticks to be lifted out because of the blow.

Sure enough, I confiscated his popsicle sticks despite of him begging me not to.

Which caused nothing but trouble to me later, because he kept coming back to me and asking for my sympathy to hand back his beloved popsicle sticks.

Wearing a taubat nasuha face, he pleads,

" Teacher, please give me back my batang... "

And I tried my hard not to faint.

Cincin Risik

2011-06-29T21:48:00.006+08:00

At last, my very own cincin risik :)

With my attire of the merisik day as the background

Ok, so now i'm confused again, which is the correct term to use :

merisik or meminang?

(*scratching head*)

Welcome Back

2011-06-28T11:33:00.020+08:00

Salam.

I'm back after 3 years of living my life without a personal blog. (3 years already?)

Lot of things happened in the mean time.

Went back to school for a year, purchased my own first (2nd hand) car, secured a job as a teacher (never in my life I envisioned myself becoming a teacher but somehow I've come to love it)

And the most important thing is i'm still together and madly in love with my boyfriend of 7 years, MN. :)

Just when I thought things couldn't get any better than this, my FPIL decided to send a rombongan (just the two of them actually) to merisik (or was it meminang ?) me on last 3 weeks, during the school's mid term holidays.

From that moment on, I knew they had woken up the bridezilla in me. :)

Oh, it is so on.

The thing is, my dear MN is not in his healthiest condition at the moment. He had been in an unfortunate accident which took place 2 months back. There are still lots of things/procedures need to be done but i could see that he's recovering pretty fast.

He may or may not notice it yet, but my dear MN is one tough guy. Life has thrown him just about anything, and each time, he would still be able to get up and face all these difficulties. I'm so proud of him and please get well soon sayang!

For that reason, both of our parents haven't decided the date of our engagement yet let alone our wedding date. Even I myself agree with it as I always picture our engagement day with the presence of both of us. I want him to be there with me.

Anyway,

I don't want to take this as an excuse to not to start off my engagement and wedding preps. Now that the bridezilla mode is on, I'm all fired up to get myself busy with all the preps. Let us hope that I'm not gonna be hangat-hangat tahi ayam on this (remember 3 years?).

Now, where do i start?

(*scratching head*)